To wonder
I wondered if you could hear my heart in your sleep?
Recognize the smell of my skin in your dreams,
The colour of my eyes.
The shape of my lips.
My soft murmur as I say your name
The arouse of my caress
Would you whisper in my ear while I sleep?
Chase away the dreams that bring me sorrow and pain.
Show me the joys and pleasures of your embrace.
Let my shivers be of love and passion
Sleeping beside you, one of your hands still feeling me.
And when I wake up, its from your lips on mine
Stirring and awakening to the feather kisses
The soft sigh as you nuzzle my ear
Or maybe it's all just a dream.
But when I declared "
I am a mountain
But with you I am just a grain of sand
Your strength is like waves on the shore
Washing out the life that should be let in
I am a hurricane
Yet now I am just a gust of wind
I use to sore in the air, flying the leaves around me
A force to be reckoned with
I am unstoppable
Moving up the shore in a torrent wave
But now I am stuck deep in the abyss
A brilliant grain clouded in the murk
But you are scared of the light that's inside of me
So you must keep me in the dark
You should see this pebble
It can brighten and shine for you
One day you will be strong
And will learn what I was
I don't have to be held down
I stand on the edge of the cliff
I look down over the edge into the unknown
I can't turn around
I can't close my eyes
Nothing to hold onto
the only thing preventing me from falling
is hope
I feel like I'm struggling against hope,
My hope makes me naked and vulnerable
I want to scream my fears and sorrows
Send them echoing down that abyss
We would hold up each other
But now you are gone
And I took your place
I don't know how much longer I can keep this up
I feel like I'm breathing for you,
crying for you,
living for you
Three words
and I'm free-falling into that wretched abyss
and there's no going back
My heart is beati
To wonder
I wondered if you could hear my heart in your sleep?
Recognize the smell of my skin in your dreams,
The colour of my eyes.
The shape of my lips.
My soft murmur as I say your name
The arouse of my caress
Would you whisper in my ear while I sleep?
Chase away the dreams that bring me sorrow and pain.
Show me the joys and pleasures of your embrace.
Let my shivers be of love and passion
Sleeping beside you, one of your hands still feeling me.
And when I wake up, its from your lips on mine
Stirring and awakening to the feather kisses
The soft sigh as you nuzzle my ear
Or maybe it's all just a dream.
But when I declared "
I am a mountain
But with you I am just a grain of sand
Your strength is like waves on the shore
Washing out the life that should be let in
I am a hurricane
Yet now I am just a gust of wind
I use to sore in the air, flying the leaves around me
A force to be reckoned with
I am unstoppable
Moving up the shore in a torrent wave
But now I am stuck deep in the abyss
A brilliant grain clouded in the murk
But you are scared of the light that's inside of me
So you must keep me in the dark
You should see this pebble
It can brighten and shine for you
One day you will be strong
And will learn what I was
I don't have to be held down
I have not been here for a while. yet things have been rapidly changing in my life. It has some very real complications yet if it works out as I hope and know it will. I might have something that is truly rare and wonderful. It is something that I want to fight for.
I have had a huge spark of writing in a RP and we are nearing the end of our second book. It rather exciting and then we can move to the third book and a new generation!
I am ready for the holidays, have the tree up and even the gifts wrapped and ready to give. I just wanted to wish everyone the happiest of holidays!
To my best friend, the biggest and warmest of wishes. I know this past while been rough but we get through it!
For the first time in many weeks I have felt a glimmer of hope! Its a terrible feeling when you feel as if all the light had left you and you are left in the dark. Yet I have been receiving some good news from my friend that things are getting better and that he will return in time! I cannot begin to find the words that will express my relief, and I will await with attentive hope. What is more I have started a new job and while its been hell learning form horrible people I have gained some confidence that I can do this job! so yeah hope is renewed!